I want to feel good. I want to be naturally slender. I want to be comfortable in my own skin. When I eat out, I'm none of those things. Forget it. I don't want to be liked that much. I don't. I only go out to eat to be social. I hate that I feel comprimised. I am going to just say no from now on. If they want to hang out they can find me. Or, I can cook and bring food that does not sabotage my weight loss plans.